I don't care

I Don't Care that you have a boyfriend.
What else is new.
The Pain I feel over us is unbearable,
put yourself in my shoes for a second,
if you even can.
The Lack of Compassion you have
is tearing me apart.

I Don't care that you have a boyfriend,
what else is new.
My love for you
is greater than any abusive idiot
that you throw yourself at
in order to not be alone
for one second.

I Don't Care that you have a boyfriend,
because what else is new.
I want to forget,
don't want to remember,
but this pain is unbearable
I miss the days before i met you
the days when inner peace
was not just a fleeting memory.

I Don't Care that you have a boyfriend,
because what else is new,
he will never, ever
love you
like I do.
Your lies
have torn me apart.

I Don't Care that you have a boyfriend,
What else is new.
I never met anyone
as addicted to a sickening
version of 80's tough love as you.
Your lack of compassion is unbearable,
it is tearing me apart.

I Don't Care that you have a boyfriend,
what else is new.
I never did anything to you-
anything to you-
anything to you-
I guess your right,
I am a violent idiot
that smacked you around.
I am a violent idiot
that raped you.
I am a violent idiot
that took my anger out on you.
I am violent idiot that
was verbally abusive.
I am the violent idiot
that was always violent towards you.
always violent towards you,
always violent towards you.
always violent towards you,
always violent towards you.